posture....snow....wendy's....band....that works :)

my friend jordy and i have a thing now.every thursday we are going to wendy's, getting chicken sandwiches, a frosty, and maybe fries, and sitting in the schoolk atrium just talking and om nom noming on our food.its pretty amazing!we have a thing lmao.that sounds dirty xp.OOOHHHHH WELLLL <3 no longer can i have a bad day on thursdays.jordy is just to freaking epic when she's around to not be in a terrible mood. Like today i drove our butts to wendys for food and i got a parking spot RIGHT ACROSS the pec center!THE CLOSEST I'VE EVER BEEN!!!!and then what i did is i stood in a spot that was across from mine so she can move her car lmao.is that even legal?!oh well.i did it and it was funny and dorky.the only thing i could think of was for her to get her "bitch ass" over to the spot quicker so someone didnt try to kill me for the spot. oh oh oh and earlier today IT WAS SNOWING....and not just like regular snow it was like the really mad snow that comes down really fast and really hard and covers everything in like a split second.it was COLD and something that i didnt need while i walked my tired butt from class to class to car.it wasnt fun but i did it and almost wrecked like 4 times on the way home and the last time i turned i slid down my street to basically my driveway.it was the most fun yet scariest thing i've encountered all day.i porbably wont be doing it again though.changing the suject again tomorrow night is karaoke!thank the lord i've been SOOOO EXCITED to go!i've also been excited for band as well....i get so excited when it comes to anything music related.is that sad????or even bad????like i get all bubbly and excited and really really eager and impatient.almost like a little kid on christmas waiting at 6 am to open presents.now i feel like such a total weirdo.i've come across this bad habit by the way that i get whenever im in band class.i have to sit straight up and on the edge of my chair.i HAVE to.i can't even tell you how many times i've "fixed" it and gone back to it again.it's just weird!maybe its because im getting ready for the posure for band which is why i do it.i've been such a chatty cathy lately too.im not sure why but i totally am....or feel like one.its now going on 6:15 pm.class starts at 6:45 pm.i think maybe i should close this up post to facebook and go get my seat!

btw....i can't wait for the week long thing to end lol i want my last name back </3

I LOST THE GAME....take that sir hehe

i would like to know who invented this thing called "the game".i've been playing it for countless years and this is the first time EVER i have lost this much!COME ON!!!!Yesterday i lost about 10 times!I mean REALLY?!?!And its more or less John's fault for introducing meg to it....now she's making me lose because she likes my reaction.Gahhhh!!!!WHY WAS THIS CREATED IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?!?!?!?!Or a better question would be WHO WAS BORED ENOUGH TO CREATE THIS DUMB GAME IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?!?!?And no im not angry.Just plotting my revenge.I think i might get back at them during my trip next month.I can't WAIT to go!A whole weekend for a LGTB convention.I'm greatly excited and nervous at the same time.Excited because its my first LGTB convention!Who WOULDN'T be excited for something like this?!However, I'm nervous that i might not like it.I'm also worried its not going to be what i expected it to be....but at the same time im not even sure what to expect....so i guess i can't be disappointed with something im not sure of what to expect?

ehh...ANYWAY....i dont think i've mentioned before that i play musical instruments....well i do..the bass,clarinet, and piano.I'm EXTREMELY excited that band re-starts tomorrow.i've been waiting so long for it.AND its my last class before the weekend too!that makes it even better!Then friday i get to go to karaoke again.thats another thing im looking forward to.

onto another note.i started my spring semester of college yesterday.so far i love it.besides my band teacher i have all female teachers and i like them.i have nothing bad to say about them yet.i hope it stays that way.i hardly get along with female teachers.other than band im most excited about my english class, nervous about french, and really tired during math.i missed my 5 am workout this morning so i wasnt prepared to climb all the steps i had to today.i made it though!and i didnt know how much of a maze it is in the top of the ERC building!i got so lost and i was there 20 mins early!i walked up there and took two seconds to look around before i went in my head "oh shit.im fucked." lol. i wasnt trying to be negative but it was creepy upstairs.its just weird.maybe because i havent been there before?oh well.i'll get used to it.off to do math though :)

last night occurred something extremely bizzare.i heard noises coming from my window.is it possible it was my imagination since i heard it at 4 am?possibly.but even if it wasnt it was creepy.my start off to the new year?im sick and it sucks.bed ridden with a hurting throat and upset stomach being able to do NOTHING but sit on the computer or draw or something.maybe a day every week or two to be lazy i would like....to be sick and do this is a different story.gosh dang it this stinks.at least a friend of mine has hooked me up with some music :) and is talking to me.idk why but it helps calms my nerves a bit.not sure why but it does.i want to get better.i want to go to pep band friday and actually play.its not required at least for me since im no longer in high school but its something fun to do in my spare time if im not busy :) i've become addicted to a new song.if you've heard of it.its called a little peice of heaven by avenged sevenfold.thank you to megan(she gets all the credit for it because she's the one who introduced me to it) i will probably be singing that forever other than the song "where is my hairbrush" from veggie tales.i am soo tired just wow.school needs to get here faster.then i can have my mind focus on something.but sadly enough up until then my mind is thinking of random nonsense.