genie in a bottle....

sooo i wrote a blog earlier this morning that took me 3 hours to write.im not sure if im gonna post it or not since its really really long.i might end up doing it this weekend if i have the time.its random and its just all the things currently on my mind.

whats on savvy's mind as of now:
-v-day(strange)
-paper
-band
-my thing with jordy
-getting bracelets
-the team buidling thing
-the lgtb conference
-school
-dance
-my nieces 5th birthday
-my friends 19th birthday
-the vagina monologue meeting


is that it?it doesnt feel like it....oh i know!how bout the fact i ACTUALLY just opened up to someone and i almost cried?!most amazing thing ever.it feels like a bunch of weight is off my shoulders!will i open up more?maybe.i think im starting to.im wishing for a LOT right now.i'd love to trade for a few months or something so i wasnt wishing for anything.or at LEAST have some courage :/ gahhhh life just sucks.maybe its just the month that sucks.idk anymore :p

sleep overs and busy bees

gahhhhh that sleepover was AMAZING!lol it has to be the best one i've EVER had!truth or dare while we're half asleep,doing make up,doing hair, etc.it all was just amazing!oh wii bowling and doing excersises?!lol just epic in general!meg and jordan i cant thank enough for being apart of it :) and i cant thank luke enough for coming over lol.then last night we all went to karaoke!it all was so fun.btw meg if you ever read this lol THANK YOU FOR THE MUSIC <3 its amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and jordy i love waking up to THE GAME every morning lol.oh oh oh whats also great is i only had school on monday this week :) the rest of my school week(tues-thurs) was cancelled.gahh im just really really really happy right now :) february is gonna be a busy busy month.lets see remaining events?

feb 7th-jordys birthday,gsa meeting from 2-4 pm.
feb7th-10th-class
feb 11th-sara's birthday
feb 12th-my nieces birthday
feb 13th-vagina monologues meeting.
feb 14th-valentines day(gross)
feb 14th-17th-class
feb 21st-24th-class
feb 24th-pack for LGTB trip
feb 25th-27th-LGTB confrence
feb 25th- we leave for the LGTB trip
feb 27th-we come back lol

soooo busy xD lol ohh wells.it all is worth it in the end(so i hope at least)